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http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1250249/Alexander-McQueen-commits-suicide.html





It makes me see the possibility of the whole scariness of the competitive (adult?) world

I've heard not too little times, about the crazy insides of the fashion industry,

and

in 2009, I realised that suddenly fashion designers, big-shots in the fashion industry decided to share their say on its stressful and tensecrazyunpredictable insides



I'm guessing that A.M.'s death/ suicide had/ have much to do with that

(His loved ones keep him sane so when they're gone..)

 

[	Tags	|	conversations, valentine's, wenqi	]
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WENQI

(puzzled look)

I want a rose

(big smile)
HAHA why?
You want me to
LOVVVVVVVE
you?
(laughing)


I wonder if his future girlfriend will find his 'LOVVVVVVVE' funny/not!!

:)

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complimented me on my eye today:)

Everything else pretty much ...


Oh! Xiaochen made me/ us bread!!
We have been making love-filled breakfast (peanut butter bread) for each other this week lo, quite sweet hor


Mrs. Yip hinted me on Teachers' Nom??
No lah (x2) :)


I saw a mini-Ken


Lastly
I kinda like being with people I am not really close with
(no strings attached and stuff)

If not I will feel very sad if I be with those I think are close to me
and then not be with them
and not, when i thought we are, but they go with people of their preference
and come back
then not
and yes again
and no all over (again)

Not like I need somebody to be with me always,
but when i feel like cryingdyingflying i realised i don't really have people to talk to,
(not counting the one or two)
or want to talk to

even if they show it/ mean it, i don't feel it at all




p/s: I'm starting to hate being somebody who's here/ available 24/7
Feel so unappreciated, 'used', dispensible already;(

Throw me away fast
 

valentine's coming!!!!
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.
.
.
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But, I haven't been making yummycookies since last year and beyond ;(